Such a pleasant smile, but who would ever tot that behind this sweet smile was a life full of hardships and bitterness... it was due to her that the race riots between Malays and Ah Moh, so should i blame her for the outbreak of this race riot? or is she herself a victim? would she had been better is she was to married the Malay teacher? would she still be famous if she her parents had died in the war and never came back for her?

wat life she had live during this 5 decades, i swear i cant imagine, but that was how it had been, wasn't it? no one can ever change that, right? she was sued for murdering her husband, she was charged and wat do i think of her? a vicous woman? a helpless woman with ten children to feed?

saw a video of her that was filmed in May 2009, she seems to be a loving woman, was it because she had let things past and devote herself to religion? or was it the cancer having a troll on her? or was she just always an innocent lady framed up by the race riots?

today, she had died, but i still not wat to think of her. i hope that with her death, all the past events would accompany her to her death, and never surface again.